Seven Beautiful Children

I was excited to share the news after my doctor’s appointment on Friday that I was expecting again. Unfortunately, it looks like the pregnancy that I was anticipating is going to end with a miscarriage.
I have debated on whether I would share that news with all of you, but it is what it is, and those that want to know what life is like for me… this is my life.
I have been blessed to have seven children without a miscarriage. Truly that is a miracle. Even as I went to this first appointment, the doctor told me how amazing that was. I’m grateful to have had such beautiful children. The thing that helps me the most right now, is hugging my baby. He’s only a year old. I was worried about not being able to hold him, and snuggle with him. He’s so fun to cuddle. Now I can cuddle him all I want.
I felt like the Lord was blessing me, as I had more energy than I ever had before. I was able to do all the callings and responsibilities I have. I didn’t get sick at all. I felt great. I guess that should have been a clue.
Still, I can’t help but look at my blessings. I’m grateful for a little more time. I’m grateful for seven beautiful children that are already keeping me busy. I’m grateful I don’t have to buy a new van yet. I’m grateful to be able to take Advil again for my headaches… I also feel a new sense of awareness for so many women who have lost children, or who are unable to have children. My heart goes out to you.