The book I’m writing is about perceptions and judging. It’s about the different ways people think and perceive others. I’d say it’s pretty ironic that I’ve been dealing with seizures right now. It’s been interesting. In some ways, it’s been because of the seizures that I’ve learned so much. It seems like God has been helping me learn things that maybe I couldn’t have learned any other way.
Yesterday I was working a lot on my blog. I spent a lot of hours trying to get it looking nice and how I wanted it to look. I felt guilty about how much time I was spending on it.
During my marriage, I often had this experience. I felt guilty because I was very critical of the time my husband was spending on the computer. I thought he was spending too much time on it, and I didn’t want to be guilty of doing the same exact thing.
Yesterday I was feeling those same guilty feelings, but I realized that maybe the reason I was having those feelings was not from guilt, but actually because the adversary was trying to get me to stop doing something that was good! It was an interesting realization that even though I was spending a lot of time on the computer, I wasn’t neglecting my children. I had made sure that my children were being taken care of, and what I was doing on the computer was good and wholesome.
I wondered if this was something that Satan does often – confusing the lines between good and evil. I’ve felt the desires within my heart for awhile to make this website a place of inspiration and light. Of course Satan would be on the defense against it. I guess I’m on to him!
I’m excited for what this website has the potential to be. Music, Videos, Inspiration. Discussions.
I think you’ll see a lot of changes in the near future…
