Becoming Real

Last week my son got to sing a solo for a Middle school choir ensemble. I got to accompany him at the piano. He had a great time. He’s a lot like me, he got really nervous just before he performed, but then once he got started, he loved it. He did a great job, and I was so proud of him.
Being on stage for just that minute, reminded me how much I love performing. It’s been awhile since I’ve been on a stage, and I miss it. There’s something about coming out and having the lights on you and being able to slip into a character or perform a song, that just makes me feel alive. I’ve decided I need to do more of that. I’m not sure how yet, but I want to.
Last week I also attended a songwriting workshop in which two of my songwriting friends performed together- Cherie Call & Sam Payne. I especially loved how they harmonized each other’s songs. I love to harmonize. As much as I love singing, I love harmonizing the most. I want to do more of that too.
I’ve been reading this book “Becoming Real”. It’s written by Gail Saltz, and it’s wonderful in helping to figure out those stories we tell ourselves, because of our growing up years, or experiences, that hold us back in some way. It’s been a good book to read and I’d highly recommend it. I’ve learned a lot about myself. I’m excited to think about some of the new freedoms I’ve discovered.
I want to have a little more fun and enjoy life a little bit more. I love being a mom, and I love to help other’s fulfill their needs, but I’m learning it’s also okay to let other people help me with my needs as well. I need to get out more. I’d like to sing and be creative a little more. I’m excited to be rediscovering my dreams along with figuring out this “new” me. I hope you won’t mind if I take you along for the ride…