Speeding

Lately, I’ve been doing a lot of speeding. Speeding trying to write my cantata, speeding trying to fit in all my personal goals, past times and hobbies, and speeding- literally in the car. A couple weeks ago I was caught speeding in my van- in a 25 mile-per-hour zone.
To be honest, I really didn’t think the speed limit was that low, but that was really no excuse. I deserved that ticket. I have felt for a while that I should slow down more when I drive, and I needed the reminder to be a better driver, especially since I have kids with permits that are watching how I drive to decide how they will drive. It was good I got a ticket.
Trying to slow down however, has been a real challenge. At first, it was almost painful trying to stay within that 25 mile-per-hour speed limit. I almost couldn’t do it. However, as I’ve adjusted, I’ve found that driving can be a relaxing activity instead of a stressful one. Instead of zipping here and there, I calculate the time that it takes to get somewhere, and then I don’t try to shortcut it. That’s just how long it will take me, and I enjoy the ride.
I’ve also tried to use this method in my busy scheduled life. Applying this lesson, I’ve begun to realize the “limits” of what I can get done when all my children are home, and not trying to fit in more things than I can easily do. Instead I’m finding, I can relax and enjoy the ride more. I plan to be home and not occupied when the kids get home. That’s just when I have to stop “going”.
Sometimes it almost kills me, and it’s difficult to go that slow, knowing how much other things I still want to get done, but I’ve found some enjoyment in slowing down and enjoying the ride. I do want to enjoy this time with my kids. I won’t always have them at home and I want to enjoy every minute with them.
Today my 2-year-old and I played “Buzz Lightyear to the Rescue”. He was so cute. He locked the door to his room and tried to keep me in there as long as he could. I had to slow down, and just enjoy it. He is so cute. I just love him so much! I’m glad to get the reminder to slow down. There’s so much in life to enjoy… I don’t want to miss any of it!